If I look back far enough I remember the first time that I 'got' Good Friday. I was 7.
I watched some movie about the life of Jesus at a theater. I don't know know which one it was. I have researched but haven't found the answer. It could have been the 1979 version of the Jesus movie that was updated in 1989.
But it was 1979. Movies were not so easily watched then. It was the days before digital download, itunes, DVDS, and even before VHS, if anyone still remembers that. I know the VHS was invented but it had not become household, at least not for families like mine who had little cash to spare. We had a black & white TV with a large antenna.
I had been to church that morning.
But seeing the crucifixion on the screen...it was nothing like the Passion of the Christ. It was rated PG. There was not that much blood. But I could not believe anyone would do that to my Jesus. Lumps in my throat. Agony. I cried. I shut my eyes. I decided I could not bear to watch something like that again.
Fast forward to 2004. Everyone is raging about the Passion of the Christ. All the staff at my church went to see it the night it came out: Ash Wednesday. I avoided it like the plague.
But I am a Bible professor and of course all my students began questioning me about it. So I went to watch it. Alone.
I was not alone in the theater but the experience itself was surreal. There was a group of women in front of me: about 20 of all ages that cried like the women following Jesus in the film.
The group behind me was eating popcorn, drinking Cokes and even making inappropriate comments.
I sat alone, shaking. Wondering how anyone could eat and watch something so gory at the same time. This is not just a normal movie for your entertainment! I wanted to shriek at them.
About the time they crammed the crown of thorns on his head, I left. I couldn't take it anymore.
There is no way anyone could have survived that loss of blood as long as it took. They went overboard. I understand why. but I can't watch.
"Community arises when the sharing of pain takes place, not as a stifling form of self-complaint, but as a recognition of God's saving promises." Henri Nouwen
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Friday, March 29, 2013
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Good Friday: Reflections on the stations of the cross. Station 9
Station 9 Jesus falls the third time
Even though he
has been relieved of the burden of the heavy cross, Jesus falls for the third
and last time. This time he has reached the place of his death, the hill called
Golgotha, the place of the skull. They are now outside the city. The crowds
continue to push and yell and scream. He remains on the ground as the soldiers
to begin to strip him.
O Lord our
hearts ache and we shake as we know how this story continues. We cannot bear
the thought of your intense agony. We recoil in horror at the thought of nails
into your hands and feet.
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Good Friday: Reflections on the Stations of the Cross. Station 7.
Station 7 Jesus falls the second time
Jesus falls
again. He is deeply exhausted from the loss of blood for he has been flogged
with a cat of nine tails. The soldier hit him 39 times on the back with the
whip. His knees scrape the ground. He is
dehydrated and shaking. Yet the soldiers drag him to his feet. It was their job
to get him alive to the place of execution. Yet he forgives even them.
O Lord, may I
have the strength to forgive those who have inflicted pain upon me.
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Good Friday: Reflections on the Stations of the Cross. Station 4.
They are not going to be in order. That's just me. Today I was thinking about Jesus meeting his mother on the via dolorosa.
Station 4 Jesus meets his mother
Jesus meets
Mary, his mother. She looks into his eyes. How can she bear this burden of
pain? She remembers the prophecy of Simeon who said ‘A sword will pierce your
heart.’ The sword has pierced. She feels the pain of the twist. If she could
bear this burden for him she would. But she knows it is his. She says nothing,
but he knows her love.
O Lord,
sometimes it hurts worse when I see the pain in the eyes of others than when I
feel it myself. May I never purposely cause pain for those I love and may I
always have someone who loves me to look in my eyes and share my pain when I
travel in anguish.
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Monday, February 11, 2013
What is the Christian Year?
This is how I teach the Christian Year. Feel free to use it in your church settings. All of the images are from microsoft office.
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Tuesday Holy Week Year A B C Isaiah 49:1-7, Psalm 71:1-14, I Corinthians 1:18-31, John 12:20-36
The Light to the nations for the salvation of the earth hanging on an execution stake beaten and bloody?
Foolishness to the wise and wisdom to the foolish?
Holy Week holds a basketful of parodoxes that we often overlook.
We get caught up in the beauty of Easter and forget the pain of Good Friday.
While shopping for Easter finery we overlook the homeless on the street corner with the sign that says, "Will work for food."
The cross is foolishness. A stumbling block/scandalon. We trip over it or we don't believe...
We find it in the path on the way through life. We can't believe a God would become human and allow himself to be killed by us. But he did.
May this Holy Week find you stumbling over the cross. You can't go around it.
Foolishness to the wise and wisdom to the foolish?
Holy Week holds a basketful of parodoxes that we often overlook.
We get caught up in the beauty of Easter and forget the pain of Good Friday.
While shopping for Easter finery we overlook the homeless on the street corner with the sign that says, "Will work for food."
The cross is foolishness. A stumbling block/scandalon. We trip over it or we don't believe...
We find it in the path on the way through life. We can't believe a God would become human and allow himself to be killed by us. But he did.
May this Holy Week find you stumbling over the cross. You can't go around it.
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Friday, February 22, 2008
Monday of Holy Week Year A B C Psalm 36:5-11, Isaiah 42:1-9, John 12:1-11, Hebrews 9:11-15
“There is no single action that can be claimed as the exclusive embodiment of Christ in the world. Perhaps Christ becomes flesh in our world in a variety of ways as long as there are people who make themselves available to God for that purpose.” Jirair Tashjian at http://www.cresourcei.org/lectionary/YearC/Clent5nt.html.
In John 12, Mary anoints the feet of Jesus with $12,000 worth of perfume. Judas Iscariot accuses her of wasting money that could have been given to the poor. Jesus affirms Mary’s gift to him instead of agreeing with Judas.
Being available for Jesus’ work is never boring, and usually we find he leads in ways we never imagined possible.
In John 12, Mary anoints the feet of Jesus with $12,000 worth of perfume. Judas Iscariot accuses her of wasting money that could have been given to the poor. Jesus affirms Mary’s gift to him instead of agreeing with Judas.
Being available for Jesus’ work is never boring, and usually we find he leads in ways we never imagined possible.
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